SHISHA

I have been busy lately with work.

Today is my off day. 1 day off. Feel like nothing.

Pretty bored staying at home. I did not go out as my back hurts a lot due to a lot of bending when serving the food. I woke up very very late. I decided to sheesha-ing just to fill up the time. Received an email regarding my registration as a relief teacher, guess what, they rejected me. Haiz, Hancor harapan.

Sometimes, I wish that I am the president's son or maybe a rich family son where I don't need to work so much to earn money.I can just stay at home. Goyang kaki, jual anggor. But then, kalau makan hasil mak bapak pon tk bagos, sebab membuat diri jadi malas satu hal, nti pulak kalau dorang tkde, sape nk tanggong diri sendiri? Takkan nk nangis kt kubor makbapak suro kasi duit. leceh uh, tk independent uh.

Haiz. I wish that I am staying with my own family. To share laughter, love, care and concern towards each other. But, I know, my wish wont come true. For those of you who are out there, do treasure your family.

6 years she left me. I do love you alot. I hope my very own 1st kakak will rest in peace. May Allah lapangilah dan terangilah kubornya. Letakkn rohnya bersama2 org yg beriman dan soleh. Jauhilah dari seksaan kubor. Amin. I miss kak watie a lot.